Every day is one. Every day I face different challenges then the ones I faced the previous day.
With no attacks comes the ability to feel again. Feel freely. Feel emotion with no boundaries, and no fear of passing out.
All without passing out. All with their appropriate equals.
And it's overwhelming. For more then a year I haven't had to deal with the emotions. In the beginning I just had an attack. Towards the end I just stopped. I walked away or restrained myself for my own protection.
And now I don't have either of those endings. I have to deal with the emotions. I have to face the situations. And just like me forgetting my algebra from lack of practice, I haven't yet learned how to filter and feel correctly.
It'll take time. Lots and lots of time.
Good thing I'll get all 3.