That's kinda how I've been feeling for the past few days. My living plans are currently sitting at *undetermined, my school is *undetermined, and this condition and the chair are *undetermined.
And, I feel very undetermined. I feel like giving up. It's been over a year, I'm still getting worse, and for the very first time I feel horribly depressed for most of the day.
I know that if I give up now and break down, it will be a VERY long fall, so that's not an option. But I REALLY want to.
I'm officially done with school for the year, and it sucks. Even though some days I felt like crap, I always looked forward to school. I love to learn and no one can take that love from me, but they can try their very hardest to make it hell, and some at my school did.
On the brighter side, today I got two birds, and they're my very own.
I got two cockatiels, one male(Tiberius) and one female(Livia).
The male is a commen gray, and the female is a commen gray as well.
I'm very excited to have them. Plus, when I got them they came with a swinging stand cage, which required me to rearrange my room.
I think that I needed the change.
I can't wait til they warm up to their new surroundings and are finally settled, though they seem to be doing quite well already.
Anyhoo, that's it for today. I'm hoping this next week will go smoothly. I really need it to.